Finished!

I finished running the dam half marathon! It was pretty fun this morning. I was a bit nervous for it, but managed to do really well. I ran it in 1:52:26 my first time ever so it was also my PR! I did really well until about 10 miles out, thats when my knee started to hurt, and my mile times were about 10 minutes for a bit. It was a fun race though. I wore my don't mess with texas shirt and everyone was cheering for texas while I was running. It was fun, and I was glad to finish. My knee hurt a bit after my run, but its feeling alright now.

Dam Marathon!

Well, its been a little while since I'veposted so I'll do a quick update. While working on the ranch I had an accident starting a chainsaw which resulted in a bruised knee. Which happened to throw a big monkey wrench into my training plans for the half marathon. I would run on it and after about two miles it would hurt too much to keep going. This week it finally has started to feel better which is good because its race day tomorrow! I'm excited/nervous for it because I haven't been able to run much for training. I picked up my packet for it today though and am looking forward to giving it my best tomorrow morning. This week I bought a knee brace to wear and wore it while running/hiking up a mountain on tuesday morning. It felt good going up, but hurt a little coming down. That day I then worked 12 hours digging post holes and putting up a rail fence and mowing all of the lawns on both the boys and girls ranch. Then after allof this we decided to go climbing that day as well, and still went climbing. It was great. I onsited a 5.7 route leading for the first time after my mission on my brand new quickdraws. It was a really fun day. I was real sore the next morning though. My knee didn't hurt though, so thats a good sign.

Thursday on the way home Matt and I also decided to stop and climb at paramount rock on the way home. It was fun and I lead a 5.8 that I had never climbed before. I also went to instit

ute and really enjoyed that.

Well, wish me luck on my race tomorrow. I hope that my knee lets me run the race alright. It will be pretty interesting running it. I'll update how it went some time soon

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A walk in the park

Well, this last week I spent most all of it working in the park. Monday morning Richard and I drove up there early, and started grade staking the road. We had 5 Km of road to stake, and wanted to finish as fast as we could. Monday we finished over 1 Km, and same with tuesday. Luckily the weather and traffic up there were not that bad at all. I went up this last week expecting the weather to be bad, because of the weather channel's report, but it wasn't too cold. I worked up there until thursday. Brian and I were 160 meters away from being done when we got called down to the bottom to look at something that the feds thought was out of spec. It wasn't, and then we had to hurry and leave so that we could make it home to go to Levi's wedding reception. It was nice being able to come home and take a shower after working up there all week without any running water, or power unless we hooked the generator up to the trailer. It wasn't too bad though. The stars were gorgeous at night and I enjoyed seeing them. Friday morning Brian and I drove back to the park, they had opened up the road through yellowstone and the pilot lines were pretty long. There were probably 30-40 cars in each line, which was much different than how it had been the rest of the week, with only about 4 cars max in the pilot lines. Brian and I finished grade staking in about an hour, and then just made sure everyone was happy before we took off. The weather up there was gorgeous, the tetons were really pretty as well. Since I finished working up at the park, I'll now be starting working on a boys ranch in Victor. I'm looking forward to it. Thats where grandpa grew up as a kid and I'm excited to be living in the area. I'll need to look up more of our family history from the area.

Well, thats about all I have to put up right now. This weekend I did go rock climbing and had fun, and I also went geocaching and ate at Mr. Pizzas. It was rather enjoyable.

crazy week

Well, this last week was an interesting one. I came up to Rexburg last sunday and spent the night at Richard and Jessica's. Then 4 am monday morning Rich and I started heading for work in Grand Teton National Park. We were there working all day, in the snow that changed to rain that changed to sleet that turned into a crazy blizzard and heavy windstorm that night. We spent the night in the trailer up there, then woke up the next morning to see several trees blown down across the road. We tried using the level tuesday morning, but it quit working on us because of us leaving it in the car. So we then drove back home that day knowing we would have to come back up later that week to finish it. It kind of put a lot of stress on me, because I knew it would be me going back up there that week to finish checking the control. Also the temperature changes made me sick and not feeling the best. I survived the week though. I took wednesday really easy and didn't do much. Then thursday I spent the day getting ready to head back up to the park for work. I also decided that I was going to buy a ukulele. So I got on amazon and found one that looked good and bought it, paying 3.99 extra for one day shipping so I could have it up at the park for this next week.

Thursday I also went to my friend Parker's wedding reception. It was pretty good seeing him again, and seeing his wife. I then had to drive up with Brian to the park that night so we could finish checking control on friday. It was a fun drive up, and another cold night in the trailer. We started working at 8 the next morning and it was 14 degrees F on top where we were working. it was pretty chilly to say the least. We managed to finish by 3 pm though, and head back on home. Its a really pretty drive and pretty area to be working in. Then saturday I was excited to get my ukulele and play with it. It will be fun learning how to play it.

It was nice being home for mothers day. I'm so grateful for my mom and all that she does for me. I am so grateful that Heavenly Father gave us families. Mine means so much to me, and I'm looking forward to starting my own family some day. I have time still though.

well, this is probably enough rambling on for now. I have to wake up and head to the park again tomorrow morning at 4 am. wish me luck!

Its been a while...

So, due to the fact that I was crazy busy last semester, taking 18 credits and being an overall busy person I did not post on here, and now several of my friends have been starting blogs, so I guess I'm going to jump back on the bandwagon and start blogging again. Hopefully it will be weekly updates, I'll see what happens.

I'll start with mentioning my adventure of getting to Iowa two weeks ago to visit Edwin, Jennifer and their kids. I hadn't seen them since before my mission. It was quite the event getting there. My plane was supposed to leave Idaho Falls at 7:40, but ended up not leaving until 9:30! The plane hit a bird when it was coming in the night before and needed to be checked out. Luckily everything checked out on the plane and we were able to leave. I found a friend in the airport to talk to. She had been going to BYU-I and was on her way home. She had missed her connecting flight in Denver already, and I was close to missing mine. It was supposed to leave at 11:00 and my plane would barely be pulling in to the airport then. I somehow managed to bolt through the airport and board my plane about 1 minute before they closed the doors and started prepping for takeoff. I arrived safely there though! Other than that it was smooth sailing getting there. Somehow my luggage even made it on the same plane I was on. I don't know how that worked, but it was very nice.

Well, thats it for right now. Now I'm going to go and play risk with my little brother and our exchange student. So until next week... this is all.

Trials of Fire

Well, I just finished my first semester of college after being back from my mission. It was pretty fun. I took some harder classes that were a bit challenging, but I learned a lot from it, and realized how I need to focus on classes more. It was still fun. I had to write a paper for my new testament class as well. It was on trials, so I think I'll post it up here. Enjoy!

Trials of Fire

I have recently been thinking about how much the trials that I have gone through mean to me, and what they have done for me. I used to have a rather negative outlook on trials and how they affected me. Only looking on how tough it was for me at the time, and never realizing how I was growing, or how the Lord was helping me through things. I then realized how much I truly was learning from the trials in my life, how they were helping me to come closer to Jesus Christ, and how they were “burning” out my imperfections. Trials are the means that help me to become perfected.

One particular scripture that I really like is 1^st Peter 1:7, “That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory at the appearing of Jesus Christ:” I thought about this and how it related to my own trials. How these trials would shape and strengthen me, burning out my imperfections, and how I would eventually think them to be of more worth than gold. One trial in my life that I find to have done just that is something that happened to me my freshman year of college.

I had just barely moved up to Rexburg from my hometown of Shelley. I had been up here a couple of weeks. My friend from home was going to be giving his farewell talk on Sunday, so I decided to go home that weekend. While I was home we got a group of people together to go on a group date. We were having lots of fun playing night games in Tautphaus in Idaho Falls. While we were playing there was a car there. One of the girls decided to run after the car while it was leaving. The car then turned around and tried to run us over on the grass there. We easily evaded the car in the trees. The car then turned around and left. We thought that would be the last time that we saw them, but we were wrong. About 15 minutes later the car came back, and 5 hispanics got out, and slashed the tires of my Jeep, and my friends car.

I was rather upset that my tires had just been slashed and wanted to talk to them to see what was going on. We left the girls on the grass by the baseball diamond as we walked up to talk to them. They came out us, asking if we wanted to fight. One had a knife in his hand, another had a stun gun that he was snapping on and off causing an eerie blue glow. We stopped a ways away from them, and said that we didn't want to fight. The one with a knife lunged out and stabbed me in the stomach. He also stabbed my friend next to me in the chest, hitting a rib. I was then punched in the face, and they then turned and ran back to their car. My other friend had been on the opposite side of the cars and heard the noise so he came to see what was going on. He saw what was happening and turned to run, and was stabbed in the back. The hispanics then jumped back into their car and drove off.

I didn't realize that I had been stabbed and was walking over to my car, when I realized that I was bleeding from my stomach. My friend that had been stabbed in the rib, called 911 on his cell phone and an ambulance was dispatched, to pick us up. They took my friend who had been stabbed in the back first because he was bleeding the worst, and then they took me. I probably looked rather horrible, because I was bleeding from stomach, and from my face. When I got to the hospital, they took me to the ER, ran X-rays, and decided that they needed to do exploratory surgery to make sure that I was alright. My dad, and my friend's were at the hospital already, and gave me a priesthood blessing before I went in for surgery.

About 3 hours later I was out of surgery, and semi-conscious when they wheeled me into my hospital room. I said goodnight to my friends, and family that were there. I woke up the next morning in my hospital room, and my sister helped me to clean up. The doctor came in, and told me that luckily the knife hadn't hit any of my intestines, that it had scratched my liver only. This was pretty miraculous because they told me that the knife had penetrated about 4 inches into my stomach, entering right above my belly button. I had 19 staples holding me together after the surgery. I spent 2 and a half days in the hospital, and then the rest of that week at home recovering, before I came back to school.

During the time I spent in the hospital, I wondered why that had happened to me. Why I had been stabbed. I hadn't done anything to provoke the attack, none of us had. I remember clearly one night in the hospital when I was alone and pondering on these things, feeling pretty downhearted. I remember that I thought of Jesus, and what He had done for me. How he had suffered when he had done nothing wrong. I remember how the Book of Mormon teaches us that he took upon Himself our weaknesses, so that He could succor us. I felt that that night. He comforted me, and helped me. I also believe that it was because of the priesthood blessing that my Dad gave me that I was able to heal that quickly.

In the 3 years I've had to ponder over this experience, I've come to realize that it has changed my life. I would be a very different person without it. It helped me to become more active in the church. I had never been less active in body, but I was never the most focused at church. It helped me realize how important the gospel was in my life. It also helped me realize that life is important. I'm not invincible. I do have someone watching out for me though. A Heavenly Father that knows me and protects me. I know that He loves me, and is watching out for me. I have come to treasure all of the things that I've learned from this experience, and I wouldn't trade them for anything, they truly have much more worth than gold, or any earthly thing. I can take these experiences with me, but I can't take any earthly thing with me. This is taught in 1^st Timothy 6:7 “For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain that we can carry nothing out.”

I have also learned that it is these sufferings, or trials that help to make me perfect. They help me on my pathway to become more like Christ. The Joseph Smith Translation of Hebrews 11:40 teaches this: “God having provided some better things for them through their sufferings, for without sufferings they could not be made perfect.” I have been made more perfect through my sufferings, and through my trials. Another instance of this is when I received my mission call. I was so surprised to learn that I was called to serve in the Taipei, Taiwan Mission. I was shocked, thinking for sure I would be called to serve in South America, or somewhere in the States, like everyone else in my family had done. I knew that it would be a challenge for me to learn Mandarin chinese. I was a little intimidated when I heard so many people tell me Chinese is one of the hardest languages to learn.

I arrived at the MTC and found out for myself that Chinese is rather difficult to learn. I worked hard and applied myself, and trusted in the Lord. Knowing that it was His will for me to be serve in Taiwan, and that He would help me to fulfill my purpose as a missionary. I gave it my all. I remember when I was about ready to leave the MTC that I was getting particularly nervous about leaving on a jet plane to fly around the world and that I was leaving the next day. Leaving to go farther away from home than I had ever been. Leaving all that was familiar to me and going to a new place. I remember going to a session at the temple, and then sitting in the Celestial room afterwards. While I was sitting there, a distinct impression came to me. I felt that I would be able to learn Mandarin, that I would be a successful missionary, and that the Lord would continue to watch over me. It was a very comforting thing for me to have that feeling right before I left, and it helped me to continue working hard, and to always be obedient to the mission rules.

I also really love the story of Moses that is given in Hebrews 11:24-26. Moses endured much trial, and through it he became more perfect. “By faith Moses, when he was come to years, refused to be called the son of Pharaoh's daughter; Choosing rather to suffer affliction with the people of God, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season; Esteeming the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures of Egypt: for he had respect unto the recompence of the reward.” When we can like Moses understand what is truly at stake, and then follow after Christ, no matter the affliction or trial that comes, then we will be able to increase and grow like we couldn't without the afflictions, we would miss the better way that was prepared for us, the “more excellent way” that Christ teaches us.

Another thing that I have learned through my trials, is that they are given to me for specific reason. I have many weaknesses and am striving to overcome then. I have learned that I can, when I focus on some of my specific weaknesses and work hard at changing them, and humble myself. I love how this is taught by Moroni in the Book of Mormon, when he is worrying about his weaknesses, and how they are a trial to him. Ether 12:27 says, “And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then I will make weak things become strong unto them.” I have learned from this many times, and continue to implement it into my life. It has also helped me come to realize that I can not change on my own. That it isn't through my own actions or the things that I do that I will become perfect, but it is through Christ that I can become strong. That through Him, and his atonement, that I am able to change myself. To get rid of my bad habits and develop new ones that will help me to further reach the great potential that I have as a son of God.

Paul teaches this to us clearly in 2^nd Corinthians 12:7-9 “And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” Paul had weaknesses and trials, and he too knew that it was through these trials that he would be made strong, that through his weaknesses the Lord could show forth His power. That through his “thorn in the flesh”, he would be able to become more perfect. He then went on in verse 10 of the same chapter to teach, “Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ's sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong.”

I think back on trials that I have had, and when looking back, I am able to clearly see the hand of the Lord helping me to get through them. To see His support and His love throughout the whole trial. I can see how much he loves me, and how he is the perfect parent. He knows how to succor me, and knows what is best for me. He knows when I need to be chastened, and knows what trials will be given to me. He also will support me through these trials when I trust in him. Alma teaches Shiblon this in Alma 38:5, “And now my son, Shiblon, I would that ye should remember, that as much as ye shall put your trust in God even so much ye shall be delivered out of your trials, and your troubles, and your afflictions, and ye shall be lifted up at the last day.” Becoming perfect is not an easy route, but it is one that the Lord himself has walked. He went first and blazed the trail for us. He built the bridges over the pitfalls that we have to overcome. He has taken everything upon himself, and is a refining fire. He tries us so that our impurities may be burned out of us, so that we can be cleansed by the Holy Ghost, and become a new creature. 2^nd Corinthians 5:17 “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold all things are become new.” Jesus Christ is the only way to find happiness, and though trials will come, they are things that help change and mold us in His hands. He never forgets about us for we are “graven” upon his hands. 1^st Nephi 21:16 “Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands; thy walls are continually before me.” I also know that Christ refines us through our trials, 1^st Nephi 20:10 “For, behold, I have refined thee, I have chosen thee in the furnace of affliction.” I know that the Lord is guiding me down the path that He wants me to take. I will run into trials, either by my own choices, or because I need to learn something from them, but I know that Christ will always be there to help me, and as much as I trust in Him, even so much will He help me.

Random Thoughts 2

Well, things have been pretty busy as of lately. I've been working hard at doing well in my classes during the time that I don't get distracted at my apartment. Its an ongoing battle. Classes are taking the lead though, well they are currently. Right now I am also trying to ward off all of the sickness that has been going around campus. 2 of my roommates have been sick, and several other people that I associate with. I have avoided it so far, but yesterday started feeling a little under the weather, and probably had a fever. This morning I didn't feel too bad, and didn't feel like I had a fever, so I went to class and treated it like a normal day. The weather was gorgeous which was nice.

I've been doing my best to try and go on a date every weekend, and have been mostly successful at at least doing something with a girl on the weekends. Its been pretty fun. I'm getting a little more used to doing things with girls. I'm also getting more used to being back at home and at college. I still find myself frequently thinking in chinese and having to catch myself from responding to people in Chinese. Every Asian person I see I want to speak Chinese to them. I'm getting better at it though.

I went hunting on Saturday with Dad and David, it was fun. We hiked around in blowing snow, and didn't see anything except for three moose on the drive there. It was nice being out in the snow and mountains though. I enjoyed it. Good time spent with Dad. I came back up Saturday night and played games at my apartment with a girl. It was pretty fun. Sunday morning I woke up not feeling the best, so went to church and went home teaching, then came home and slept until about 5:45. Some girls in our ward had cooked after church until then getting ready for a pre-thanksgiving thanksgiving dinner. It was delicious and I'm glad they made it.

Well, this is probably enough random thoughts for right now. I'm getting excited to have a thanksgiving dinner in America. The last thanksgiving I had was on the East Coast of Taiwan, and I had a chicken that was cooked, with the head still attached, and had duck. It was delicious. I'm looking forward to some good pie in Colorado next week. What I'm looking forward to even more is playing with Rohan and Bruce.

Well, I'm going to go sleep, or do homework. Probably go and read in bed.